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an put to himself。 You read for your own pleasure; for your solace and strengthening。 Pleasure; then; purely selfish? Solace which endures for an hour; and strengthening for no bat? Ay; but I know; I know。 With what heart should I live here in my cottage; waiting for life's end; were it not for those hours of seeming idle reading?
I think sometimes; how good it were had I some one by me to listen when I am tempted to read a passage aloud。 Yes; but is there any mortal in the whole world upon whom I could invariably depend for sympathetic understanding?……nay; who would even generally be at one with me in my appreciation。 Such harmony of intelligences is the rarest thing。 All through life we long for it: the desire drives us; like a demon; into waste places; too often ends by plunging us into mud and morass。 And; after all; we learn that the vision was illusory。 To every man is it decreed: thou shalt live alone。 Happy they who imagine that they have escaped the mon lot; happy; whilst they imagine it。 Those to whom no such happiness has ever been granted at least avoid the bitterest of disillusions。 And is it not always good to face a truth; however disfortable? The mind which renounces; once and for ever; a futile hope; has its pensation in ever…growing calm。
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All about my garden to…day the birds are loud。 To say that the air is filled with their song gives no idea of the ceaseless piping; whistling; trilling; which at moments rings to heaven in a tri